“ His manner of praying was very agreeable; most becoming a worm of the dust, and a disciple of Christ, addressing an infinitely great and holy God, and Father or mercies; not with florid expressions, or a studied eloquence; not with any intemperate vehemence, or indecent boldness It was at the greatets distance from any appearance of ostentation, and from everything that might look as though he meant to recommend himself to those that were about him, or set himself off to their acceptance. It was free also from vain repetitions, without impertinent excusions, or needless multiplying of words. He expressed himself with te strictest propriety, with weight, and pungency; and yet what his lips uttered seemed to flow form the fullness of his heart, as deeply impressed with a great and solemn sense of our necessities, unworthiness, and dependence, and of God’s infinite greatness excellency, and sufficiency rather than merely from a warm and fruitful brain, pouring our good expressions.”
-J. Edwards
i dont even know to pray……Hosanna
God Makes It Rain
rains of grace. rains of mercy. rains of them cha chingiess $$$
THANK YOU LORD!!B T F K O R E A …
inspiration trail
its rare, but at the same time often haha
when I fall in love with a person thoughts, I inquire to know and read their favorite books
when i fall in love with a direction of a movie, I watch all the movies that director created
when i fall in love with an author, their books are my new to-do lists
when i fall in love with a musician, his music becomes my new hums throughout the ex-silent days
and when i soak in all their wonderful works, i try to follow their trail of inspiration and soak in their works as well
the world is a beautiful place to be inspired
to breathe in their idea of life and exhale yours impacted by theirs
people, person, him, that her
i love you, when i dont know
but i feeel
you know?
haha
its time to love recklessly
to not hold back
to cut off a ear
and let the Lord heal
any mistakes
where I fall short
haha
Endpoint: Dying Dying Dead
in the end we are all gonna die anyways haha
might as well make our deaths, great. grand. glorious.
meet our ends at/on the cross with our last words being
”Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.”
To the Lost
1 Corinthians 4:16
“Therefore I urge you to imitate me.”
you know when you’re doing VBS or chilling with them younglins you behave a bit more proper, better, holisher?
what if it that awareness was always till it graduates to being a norm unconscious lifestyle
you are example of Christ to those without Him
and they have no one to look to in their beginning infant stages except you to intimate?
what old dead behaviors am I still letting live through me?
YO YOU WITHOUT A FATHER AND MOTHER
observe how I treat each class of people, take care of my body, how I am faithful with my studies, eating habits, etc and IMITATE TO THE T!
- give me some time
Hosanna
swallowing
wallowing
to no avail
things shoved down
haha
there is a ocean in my belly
of tears held within
my pride is
an anchor
drowning me in self
self is death
self is disease
self is needs to be deconstructed
my last breath
my last hope
Hosanna
Save me Lord from myself
Save me by your Name sake (Psalm 54:1)
1 John 2:12
I am writing to you, little children,
because your sins are forgiven for His name’s sake
the fields are green
aren’t they?
you know whats sad
scrolling through my phone
and cant find one that would be down to do a boba run/bible study
in need of boba
in need of the Word
what is the point of human relations?
simply to reveal again and again our desperate need of Christ
if me getting mad is at the cost of you being sad
i will not get mad
haha you are more important to me than my feelings
quickly forgive you to have no unneeded stress
“He had no side issues, no books to sell. He had no ambitions - and so had nothing to be jealous about. He had no reputation - and so had nothing to fight about. He had no rights - so therefore he could not suffer wrong. He was already broken - so no one could break him. He was dead - so none could kill him. He was less than the least so who could humble him? He had suffered the loss of all things - so none could defraud him. Does this throw any light on why the demon said, “Paul, I know”? Over this God-intoxicated man, hell suffered headaches.”
Leonard Ravenhill about Apostle Paul:
grow.bloom.wither.die.
*knock knock*
next door neighbor: …. oh I was wondering if you could …
me: its either I worship or I kill myself.
she looks shocked, I still look a mess
I close door, praying she understands
haha
its either I worship
or i slit my throat
its either I worship
or I drink
worship my only source
